Ashes of me

A Poem

April Marie Carr
1 min readJul 18, 2019
Photo Credit: Mark Manson cover photo from https://markmanson.net/stop-trying-to-change-yourself

I’m not me anymore, I watched me close the door and tremble no more.
My throat burned as I choked on the ashes of me, a wound not a soul could see, charring all the bits of me.

I’m not me anymore, I shed battle-worn skin which hid the hunger that left me thin.
My heart stopped beating to a painful tune, fluttered a second, before syncing with the moon.

I’m not me anymore, I cleansed my thorns and molten blood, reborn, my self transformed.

I’m not me anymore, I am so very much more than the old me I wore.

-love yourself, live unashamed, be a blessing- April H.

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April Marie Carr

Published Poet-Mama Bear Proud-Spiritual- Practicing Meditation & Mindfulness-Learning to live with CPTSD